You Are Not Sick
Then her friend told her emphatically, "You are not sick. You are actually beginning to awaken." She spelled out some of the symptoms of what she called "kundalini energy", and predicted that she would soon have a sense of greater knowledge, keener intuition, and the emergence of her own psychic sense.
She went home relieved, exultant with the feeling that the psychic had been correct. Her only problem was to get her husband to cease and desist. He had become so anxious about the problem that he would almost have preferred to see her undergo brain surgery rather than to live on without a diagnosis. Labels are security for us.
Now they had arguments. She found a book by an Indian guru who described his own awakening process. He described the many strange symptoms he experienced, including restlessness, insomnia, seeing lights, and feeling very despondent and depressed. It was a book, by Gopi Krishna, called "Living with Kundalini." She was fortunate.
Continue to Insight Three: She Felt as if She Were the Divine Mother